WAIT

 
Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."


"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.


"My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign,
Or even a 'no' to which I can resign.


"You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply."


Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?"


He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.


"I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of my love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.


"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.


"You'd never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.


"The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.


"You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I'm doing in you.


"So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still . . . WAIT."

I Will Wait Forever

You say there’s nothing I can do


You say that friends is all we’ll ever be


But HEI, if you just take my hand


And trust in me


I will take you to a faraway place


Somewhere you’ve never been


I will wait forever.


And if that day never comes


My life will not be a waste


Because I can say


That I waited all my life



FOR THE ONE I LOVE

LIFE MOVES ON

A starry expanse above
The deep, vast sea below
And in between
Life moves on

People come and go
A baby is born
The unfortunate and old die
Life moves on

Every passing day
We are flying
In space, and still
Life moves on

Loves around assist
We fall in it
Together and seperated
Life moves on

What we do today
is tomorrow's history

Do we remember it?

Or LIFE MOVES ON?

When LOVE

When Love arrived

No matter who you are

There are no defence against it

When it attack you deep enough

You will feel things are never the same

When experience Love

Everything become sweeter than honey

Every issue solved automatically

Your heart just follow what he/she wants

To make him/her thinks that you are the best

When Argues happen

Emotional over took you

What ever happen never important

You will always wonder the same

Why he/she don't understand you

When Time come

It's time to said goodbye

Although both party do not want it

But too Ego to speak it out

Or too scare to face problems again

When Love subsided

The feelings are always there

Deep in each other heart

But then never know how to subside it

Until eternity where LIFE END WITH REGRET

Nice Guys

Nice guys finish last
That's why I treat you like trash
It's not what I really wanna do
But you only date bad guys
So I'll give it my best
Try to treat you the way you want me to

I never open a door or pull out a chair
You could tell me how your day was but I don't really care
And if you ever get cold you will just have to hack it
Cause I'd be cold too if I give you my jacket
And I'm like WHOA

You ain't sitting up front, the front is for the homies
You can sit in the trunk.
I never answer my phone whenever you call it and
When the waiter brings the phone I never reach for my wallet

Nice guys finish last
That's why I treat you like trash
It's not what I really wanna do
But you only date bad guys
So I'll give it my best
Try to treat you the way you want me to

And I'mma beat you in every competition 

Going out with the girls, you better get my permission

Wait, NO! I take that back you can't go
House is on tonight and that's my favorite show
Girl: Do I look fat in this dress?
Boy: Hell yeah YOU do!
Wait let me speak you language
Cows go moo.. moo~ moo~ MOO~

Nice guys finish last
That's why I treat you like trash
It's not what I really wanna do
But you only date bad guys
So I'll give it my best
Try to treat you the way you want me to

But behind the seeds she means the world to me
I wanna tell her that she's beautiful and show her that she's my world
And when she's scared tell her how much I care
But that won't win her heart because....

Nice guys finish last
That's why I treat you like trash
It's not what I really wanna do
But you only date bad guys
So I'll give it my best
Try to treat you the way you want me to...

LOVING and GETTING HURT

Loving a person is easy.

But then getting the correct person isn't that easy as breathing and exhaling air. Love in some way shows when your can feel that person is the correct one.

I have twice true love, one by 13 and another by 20. You can said that the first is known as puppy love because everyday there aren't any other thing you do other than smugging each other. But then when life make us grow from time to time, things and view tend to change. Or you might said getting hurt from time to time make you something invulnerable for love. In another way of saying is you are so fucking hard to trust another person.

After my first so called sweet love, that person quited because of some family issues. I had been so down ever since, crying makes my days pass and of course make me so damn pissed of. I have once swear to god that I'll never trust in true love anymore. I said that I have had enough and I hate the feelings of getting hurt. That type of feeling is hurt enough as like your heart pumps faster and faster but then did not slow down cause of the hurt. The worst thing is that when you see the one you loved get hurt too, the hurt in you multiplies by 10.

God damn it, I fall again. Another time. Talking to this person makes me gain hope on the world again but our views are so far apart in some form. When we get into serious relationship, it let us feel harder as things gone complicated and argues full-filled our daily schedule most of the time. The feeling is so bad. It did changes me a lot for LOVE but then changes make a person become weirder. Sometimes I wonder if you act so damn unacceptable is much helping than you forces yourself into someone you never know at all.

May be I have had enough hurt in life, I tend to change each other to be perfect, I know no one is perfect but then I just give it a try. That person show changes but then I'm so greedy that I wanted more. At last it gives negatives effects and problems pop up more and more. I try to solve it. I'm very good in solving maths equations but not love equations. Because the different in maths and love is maths can be rub away but love is a memory based things. The more you love the more it will become part of your life.

Gosh, that feeling is killing me, I tried all the entertainment in the world, even drugs. It don't help! When I have fun this minute, the next minute the hurt still appears, and the longer it last, the more pain I suffer. Sometimes I considering suiciding but then I know it's the most foolish thing to do when you give up on something.

I pray a lot that miracles happens. I do. But then at the same time, me myself are suppose to put effort in it. But how? When I try talking to that person, false fall upon me. I don't know how to deal with it. God, please show me the way.

Hyperventilation

Stopped writing for quite some time. A lot of things happened.

Here on this post I just wishes to say about Hyperventilation of human being.

God has been so fair since we knew it, he always has his reason for those things he wanted for the world and always bare in mind that who are us to question it when we are not even a dust in this universe?

I have been so sicked of those hyperventilation people, seriously so fed up with it. Hyperventilation is actually a scientifical term that explains about a human being which breath in more air than he usually needed. I use this term on human, as the meaning, I would like to said about human which never get bored with their needs. It's true that all human being and all living creatures have their needs, but not too much. A bit of it that might satisfied ourselves should be good enough for us in life.

Being able to have needs for whatever thing in the world isn't a mistake for us, because god had make us capable of it. Sincerely saying, because of those needs, it actually worked as a motivation to most people to be success in life. Needs are something important but than people tend to ask for more, they will never satisfied. That's my point, people who have good enough condition to live usually asked for a better situation, even he had been provoted as King. I have always wonder, have those people compared themselves to the weaker when they usually compared to the better?

This hyperventilation sickness within humans has been injected ages ago, where people start to control of their life, being selfish and wanted to be ruler of everything. Can you think of when you breath, you breath more than you needed, what happened? Don't tell me you will feel better, if it is so, please consider my suggestion to end your life now before you become some kind of freak. Frankly speaking, when you are in good condition, have you ever think of helping the needs? Why do you need so much needs when you already have good enough to full-fill your own needs?

Wondering have you think of, when we are dead, where are we going to be? Hell? Heaven? Or nowhere.. no matter what answer is it, will you have all your beloved tresure with you after your life come to an end? No, fucking no, so why want to have so much needs when the time came, everyone of us are just at the same point. Does those things you get help you to get into better position in your afterlife? If you think it does, I fucking suggesting you to quit on reading this post.

If you've seen people in the world, I can surely tell you that everyone of them are selfish, including me myself. When I already get things I satisfied enough for life, I always keep myself to be better, comparing myself with those who's on top of me. But then when I look back to those poor people, I feel so sorry. It's not even their choice to be in such condition, did they try? They did! Then why they still do not get the same as us. The reason is by us. How can they get those chances where we already take away their opportunity.

In some point, people are always in some gap. Poor and Rich. Rich always become richer and poor become poorer. When you notice this, the selfish always blame the poor one not giving enough commitments in achieving life goals, but then did you ever blame yourself or think of it's may be your fault they are like that? Even when you know you did taake away their opportunity, I'm sure you do not want to give up at all. Because you're a hyperventilation person. You just want to breath more than you need.

When times come, life will show that I'm right. I believe it in some way, but then I know nowdays people wouldn't accept my point of view yet, they think I'm insane. May be I'm one but then at least I know my limits and I do not act HYPERVENTILATION.

The Special One

When I look into your eyes
your the only one I need in my life
we've been through so much together
and I feel like I've known you forever

your the only one for me
i love you more than you'd ever know or see
I get a big rush when I'm with you
& I hope you feel the way that i do

And the way you look at me
it makes me go crazy
the way you talk to me
shows me that our love is true

I'd give so much for you to just hold me
your love can completely control me
you show me your love to me and
see me from inside and out
and i feel the same way without a doubt.

Of Love and Life

Of eternal love,


Of undying desire,


The forces that drve men,


To slay, to kill, to destroy,


For the love of one.






Love etrnal, love unending,

The waves of time,

Can hold not at bay,


For love fosters desire,


For desire fosters bonds of hurt.






From heart emerges faith,


Faith for love,


Faith for good,


Faith to all life,


Faith to love.






To live and love,


To all one's might,


To love with all one's soul,


To love to the fullest,


To desire for the sake of desire.






For lack of love is one's bane,


For want of love is corrupting,






LIVE TO LOVE,


LOVE TO LIVE.






Love makes the world go around,


Love makes life worth living,


Love lightens one's burden,

Love brings life to life.

Be The Best Of Whatever You Are

If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill,


Be a scrub in the valley -- but be

The best little scrub by the side of the rill;


Be a bush if you can't be a tree.






If you can't be a bush, be a bit of the grass,


Some highway happier make;


If you can't be a muskie, then just be a bass --


But the liveliest bass in the lake!






We cab't all be captains, we've got to be crew,

There's something for all of us here,

There's big work to do, and there's lesser to do,


And the task we must do is the near.




If you can't be a hightway, then just be a trail,

If you can't be the sun, be a star;

It isn't by size that you win or fail --

BE THE BEST OF WHATEVER YOU ARE!

THE GREATEST THINGS

The best day, today.


The best play, work.


The greatest puzzle, life.


The greatest thought, God.


The greatest mystery, death.


The best work, work you like.


The greatest mistake, giving up.


The most ridiculous asset, pride.


The greatest need, common sense.


The most dangerous person, a liar.


The best town, when you succeed.


The most expensive indulgence, hate.


The greatest invention of devil, war.


The most disagreeable person, the complainer.


The greatest secret of production, saving waste.


The best teacher, one who makes you want to learn.


The biggest fool, the man who lies to himself.


The worst bankcruptcy, the soul who has lost enthusiasm.


The cheapest, easiest and most stupid thing to do, finding fault.


The cleverest man, the one who always does what he thinks is right.


The greatest bore, the one who keeps talking after he has made his point.


The greatest comfort, the knowledge that you have done your work well.


The most agreeable companion, the one would not have you any different than you are.


The meanest feeling of which any human being is capable, feeling envious of another's success.


The greatest sin, fear.


The most satisfying experience, doing your duty first.


The best action, keeping the mind clear and the judgement good.


The greatest blessing, good health.


The greatest law of nature, cause and effect.


The greatest gamble, subsituting hope for facts.


The most certain thing in life, change.


The greatest joy, being needed.


The greatest opportunity, the next one.


The greatest victory, victory over yourself.


The greatest handicap, egoism.


The greatest loss, loss of self-confidence.


The greatest waste.. all the talent and ability that most of us have but never quite get around to use.


The greatest thing in the world- LOVE, lvoe for family, home, friends, neighbours.. and for the land in which we enjoy our freedom.