Life Goes ON!!!!!

Good Day People

Cut out all the uneeded greed.

Day by day passed by, the walking puppet just feel so bored, life being controlled by an inner part of myself which do not actually know about what had happened. What I remember was, I meet people, smiled like a crown or more likely a robotic-smile lived in me. What I learned in class never matters, I occasionally attended for the class, stayed in it, listened to it, but none of it become part of my memory.

My mum actually has her own version of ragging on someone. Which normal creatures will feel like tearing her off but the fact is, I ain't normal people. Living with someone who is extraordinary makes me not normal after all. My best way to face my mum is my best 3 words, "EM" , "AH" , "OH"!!! Whenever she tries to get to you, just use any of the world, but please remember not to repeat it too frequently. Plus some nodding, settled.

My dad wasn't a person with words but when he wants to, trust me, it sucks. I still remember when I reached my puberty and he tries to tell me his grandma story about sex, it hurts till now. In another hand, may be guy understand guy more, he actually tried to act like he do not care about it, but he does get into my room finding for evidence explaining what happened. Gosh! Dad, I've lived in the house for more than 70,000 days, like hell I do not know about your so called smart-trick. Doesn't mean you had more salt in your tummy means you're smarter. Thanks.

My friends too try to get me out of the puppet-form. Some know and some doesn't know. Yes, I know you guys care about me, I feel glad for that. When these situations come, there are always pro and cons. Either to tell you or not, it's my choice, please stop bugging me on it. If I tell you, I would have to go through the being-hurt stage again. It means may be some tears and anger involved. On another hand, if you don't ask me, so sorry for your curiousness to be unfilled. After all, it's none of my business.

It's a cruel world, that's everything!

A rude nature is worse than a brute nature by so much more as man is better than a beast: and those that are of civil natures and genteel dispositions are as much nearer to celestial creatures as those that are rude and cruel are to devils.