SOPHISTICATED

May be some of you do not know about what are the main point I want to touch about sophisticate, but sometimes things are like that, people tend to do something, but it always came out that the results are different from the expectations yet still maintained at a satisfactory level. Why this situation happens? Is it a must that people couldn’t do things as their expectations? That’s why I touch about sophisticate today.

From my point of view, every person born to this world is a sophisticated person as all of us are equipped with a few different types of personal skills which aren’t shared with other individuals in the world. That particular skill helps us and makes us extraordinary which help me on explaining about sophisticate. Some people do not know about such special skill which they have, not yet may be. This skill will come to us somehow in some way in a special way by any time.

One of the very common special abilities of human, of course through my experience, I think is about verbal abilities. I have heard people said that women usually have better verbal usage than men; this is because words came from them usually having multi/triple/quad meanings in it. Which is because of this indifferent within men and women, they usually claimed that the opposite sex couldn’t understand what they trying to imply. I think that is quite a big problem as how could men can understand women when their words have different meaning than what men used or vice-versa.

Second ability that is another common ability shared by most individual is the acting abilities. When I read back on the history, I have to admit that I respect them a lot as whenever they have made their mind, they stick to it. Nowadays people do not have such faith in their selves, most of time, they do not do as they told or lies covering lies action. Most of the time, everyone of us is the best actor when we try to lie about something, or even show them our real personalities, but people still think we are the good guy or doing things because forced. What a pathetic world.

Third ability I will tell you my ability. I have discovered it lately, but I do not see it commonly. May be it is not common, or it is too special, or people do not want people know that they can do it. My ability is I can feel other people feelings, no matter how they try to cover it, no matter how much acting skills they used, I still can feel it, and most of the time I was correct. Whenever a person is not happy, I can feel it, and I will try to ask them about it. Don’t ever think this ability is nice, all the people like to have their privacy stayed by themselves, and they do not like it when people read their heart like a book. This actually causes problems for me when I try to communicate further with people.

After I gave a few examples, do you discover that you have some special abilities by yourself too? May be yes, may be no. If no please do not feel down, I believe that one day you will discover it, or you may already has it, just that you do not know it is.

How to LIVE!!!!

Dulu Kita Satu Jiwa, Satu Impian.

(We Once Shared A Soul, Sharing The Same Dream)

Susah dan Senang Kita Bersama.

(Sticked Together No Matter Anything Happened)

Namun, Itu Semua, Hanya Sementara

(However, All That Lasted Only For Awhile)

Life is like a roller coaster which planted with lots of up and down, sometimes there are even path spinning upside down, making people feel the fear of it. Many things in the world, where we do not see much, yet it happen around us. We are lucky that most of us were raised under protected, planned environment by our parents. We start to think that life wasn't that complicated after all.

Life, as usual, we should learn ourselves to get a living in it. Being successful in this global aren't just being good in things, but communications among people too are important. God created people around the world for a reason. We should make good relationships with them. Interpersonal communications are usually defined  by communication scholar in numerous ways, usually describing participants who are dependent upon one another and have a shared history.

First and forever true fact about relationship among humans are about friends. Everyone of us have friends. Doesn't mean that he/she is nice to you that they are your friend. We are saying about good friends, trusted friends!!! Trough my experience, the friend who are nice to you always, who stayed with you all the time, 78.6% they are the one who be-trait you. In another hand, the one you hated, which irritated you, which wanted your attentions on them, they might be your true friends. In the end, I bet most of us have a good friend but once we never expected they are the ones. 

Second relationship is about Love. The one which you think may be the one who stayed with you all the time, who listens to you all time, supports you no matter what happened. This one person, trust me, it's not only one, God knows us well, all of us are greedy, that's why he gave us a few choices. No matter which one we choose, we should stay our faith by them. Cause whenever you do not trust a person, they will not give their faith to you too. The law of nature has shown us that people are tested with a lot of consequences  before they can achieve their goal.


The above two are most concerned subjects by people. So whichever you think you are weak at, from now on (not tomorrow, not later, BUT NOW) , please enhance yourself with it. Please do not give reasons, cause everything are set by God, but we are the one who choose the path ourselves, so do not blame anyone for what had happened.  

Life Sux!

No matter up or down, it's still a continuous process as time will not wait for anyone in the world. Not unless you can time stop and time traveled like the show HEROES.

My advice to take everything no matter up or down with full hearted because sometimes the chance to show you certain situations are only once in a life time. So please get yourself prepared for the unpredicted but unique situations.

Most of the time, simple advice will be remembered. So I let you all think about it yourself.

Friends

All our experience with history should teach us, when we look back, how badly human wisdom is betrayed when it relies on itself


No matter where we are, no matter how successful we are, we are still learning. There are one thing that we learned from time to time. Which is to make friends. Pathetic but true indeed. Friends are everything other than our own family, because they are the one who supported us in all ways.


A friend isn't hard to get, but if you wanted a good friend, it would have to see how you performed. Most of the time, being friends with some other people is just easy, but the circumstances come after it just not as easy as you though. Friends are meant to be betrayed and being used. Usually most people will said that.


I'm telling you that you are wrong, no matter how your friend betrayed you, the biggest damage are still towards himself. Being in an relationship among friends is not as easy as 2+2. It is more like add maths, function where you need to substitute different kind of equation is different kind of situation. So whenever someone try to ruined the law of nature, he or she will get the pain himself.


Friends are not easy to get. But doesn't mean you have to guard up yourself towards everyone. Enjoying and understanding different kind of personalities among humans is a very interesting topic we can enjoy in life, where i believe everyone liked it. But as I said, people changed their mind every milliseconds. Having some self defense is just a proper way to live.

The Day We Birth

How do you expect me to remember your birthday, when you never look any older?


I love the quote above. Sweet. Haha.




Seems like everyone just think that birthday is a big day. I do not know if I like birthdays, but I know it's just my responsibilities to remember my friend's birthday and celebrate it with them. The main purpose of this is to let your friend know that you still remember them in some way.




Well, that was the past. Now days, with the helps of FaceBook and more than 87.5% people around global owned an account of it, it's not actually hard to memories their birthday after all. Although a wall post of wishing seems cool, but isn't calling or messaging the person seems more caring?




Another point of view from me about birthday, birthday aren't suppose to be a celebration and happy day but a day for us to remember about the pain of the one who give birth to us. Having a baby needs more than 32 weeks in a woman and needs good effort to birth it. Aren't we suppose to be thankful to them who suffer for these but not having celebration on that day.




But after all, if I keep my view on myself, I will seriously be known as the weird one. Surviving in this world basically is not about how special you are and how you live with it, but how convincing you are. When you have a point on your own, and you can get some people to stay their faith with it, then congratulations for showing your extraordinary living skills.




After all, birthdays are meant to celebrate, in my world. So I celebrated it.




The END of the story.

Trust=No Trust

Well, another day go on. It happened that I'm the bad guy.

Sometimes I'm a good listener, most of the time. But may be my mouth just ain't good enough. I am the guy who understand others but too kind. I listen to others but at the same time when I feel not right about it, I will try to warn others. That actually change the good guy status of myself.

Very Sarcastic right, that's the real world. Where misunderstanding happens all around.  Whenever people begin to misunderstood each other, that's where the trust become less. From my point of view, NEVER EXPLAIN is the best solution. People tend to think differently whenever we try to explain. More conflict will be shown when you explain.

But being a silence-person when you're discovered as back-stab-er doesn't mean you can run away with things. People just have good memories whenever they having misunderstand. All the old-times-folk story came out, blaming each other, shouting out of their throat trying to show how nice are they.

All of that are just bull-shit. In my previous post, I had mentioned that things happened with because of everyone. I mean EVERYONE!!! No matter what, humans are creature who are selfish in some way. For example, when a picture of group photos came out, which part of the photo you will look at? Obviously is yourself. So don't bull-shit that you aren't selfish person.

Although I said never explain is best solution, but the word SORRY still needed in some way. Just a simple apologize without any explanation will show people how sincere you are. At the same time, it shows that you care about them.

Being human aren't as easy as you think, communicating skills are important in all kind of situation. So LIVE with it.

Life Which Make Us Confuse!

There are different type of people all around the world. Kind, Nice, Bad, Fake, Happy, Sad, Confusing, Sophisticated and much much more. We will not really know about what people think or what are they really up to, we just know that as long as their existence help us in our life, we have to live with it.


Among all type of people, the type of people I seriously do not like is the Drama King type. I'm sure a lot of people have heard of Drama Queen where a person who is totally making faces all around. Allow me to explain about what is Drama King. Drama King is a person who liked to come out with reasons, lying here and there, twisting other people words into another story.


The main reason this kind of people performing such attitude mainly are selfish and doing it for the fun of theirs. These people do not fucking care about other people, what they care is just about their life. I do not favorite such people as they are really irritating in some way. Most of them are full of egoistic where us as friends wanted to advice but seems like fool to them.


There is once I get into such personalities people. Where he seems so nice at the starting, smiling all the time, innocent yet filled with knowledge. After some time, he becoming weirder and weirder. He is always covering his mistakes with lies, one after another, bigger lies after it. But he acted normal, where he thinks that everyone trust them. In his eyes, he always think that he is the special one. To me, I think he is just like other normal people.


I tried talking to him, but he seems ignoring. Days by days, the one who are friends with him started to avoid him. He still act like nothing happened. I feel sad for him, wanted to advice him on it, he just keep quiet after it but repeating the same after it. I felt so tired being friends with such person where he do not even care about people who cares about him. He just think he is the best.


Hereby, I prayed for him if someone can stand him and take him as friend in the future.

SAD SAD DAY

Kau tersenyum manja
Menyatakan hasrat kepadaku
Kau kata kau cinta
Cinta pertama kepadaku

Ku hampir tergoda
Bergelora dalam kalbu
Kau bukan untukku
Kau dan aku tak mungkin berpadu

1
Nun di sana
Beri beribu batu
Kau kutinggalkan bersama hatimu

Nun di sana
Kau meratap pilu
Satu masa nanti
Kau akan mengerti
Apa maksudku

Kini kau menanti
Harapanmu abadi terhadapku
Kau coretkan lagi
Rahsia hatimu kepadaku

Ku doakan dikau
Bertemu seorang teman sejati
Yang satu aliran
Satu kepercayaan
Aduhai Kathy

EPILOG CINTA DARI  BROMLEY

I do not have much to said on this post. Please just try to understand the meaning of the song and may be you will know what happened. This song had reflected about what i felt. I know it's random but it's true.

I have think of it about life, may be some of you may have the same feeling as me, what life is meant for? Why are we living in this world if we are meant to die after all. Our life is just doing something in this global then may be after all no one will remember our existence.

Until today I still do not have an answer for that question. What I know is, I'm still alive today and did not suicide. So I think you guys should live with it too. 

One In A Million

You won’t win if you don’t begin




Believe that everyone of us is a special, outstanding, extraordinary creature among all others is actually what we should keep it in our mind. Basically, even a loser is counted as a winner. Mainly because we were already a winner while we still a sperm finding for ovum. If we did not win the others, will you be reading this instead? 




I would like to said about One In A Million. Would you ever think that, every thing that happened around you, you may be involved in a very tiny way although you do not do anything? What I wanted to said is, without you being around there, the situation might be totally different. For example, an argument just started seconds ago, although you aren't people who is arguing, but may be they just so happen to hate you and become inpatient.




You would actually ask me why my blogs was full of undetermined contents, where I always write things which is both sided and always leave a question behind every of it. But do you know that because I'm also a One In A Million? Not only me, you as well, every creature as well, may be as tiny as bacteria is special enough. 




The question is, will you try to convince yourself that you are One In A Million as well? Once people had always said that "The biggest enemy is yourself", I totally agree with it. When I can convince myself, who give a damn into other people or things in the world. So please start to convince yourself that you are a very special creature indeed. It's actually a way to raise personal confident too.




Believing in own self actually does help most individual. Trusting in friend is not a wise choice. Some friends you may be with him a decade, who knows what he thinking? He may be the one who back stab you all awhile. To me, I think most friend are "Frien-nemy", they mostly make use of you when they think needed but put you aside when don't.


Think about it. ONE IN A MILLION, you are the one. Stay with it. Live with it. 




MAKE A LIFE WITH IT

Life=Surprise!!!

My definition for life, it is same as surprise.




If we think about it, is it every second of our life are full of surprises? Where we couldn't do anything as we wish. Whenever we try to plan for something, surely there are unwanted things happened. That's why there are always "plan B" in the world... or may be plan C, D, E, F........




Sometimes, I'm thinking about the word "Luck" and "Faith". Many people will said that both of it are the same. I will tell you something, if you said it is the same, you're meant to be in standard one classroom by now!!!!




According to the wikipedia, luck is good or bad fortune in life by chances. But I'm telling you here there are such thing as luck. For whatever thing that happened to us, it is only our faith, that god has given to us. For what ever that happened, it is our CHOICES!!! Think about it, whenever we think that something happened were luck, but try to review it, if you do not so happen to pick such choices, will it happen to you?




On another hand, faith is something where it is meant to be given by god to us, but please do not take it for granted. It means whenever something bad that happened, please do not said "it's jsut not my luck" or "what a bad day". If you said so, I'm advicing you to bang your head to the wall, because you're blaming the god for giving you such faith. Do you ever think of, it is we ourselves who make the choices?




For example, when we lost our money while walking on the street, I'm sure most people will said it is bad luck. Hei, have you ever think if we do not choose to go out, staying at home, will our money lost? Everything that happened is our choice, please do not make LUCK a reason for you to feel better. For that, I think it's best you're known as a "BANGAU" (STORK) !!!




Please try to listen to the video's lyrics.

Life Goes ON!!!!!

Good Day People

Cut out all the uneeded greed.

Day by day passed by, the walking puppet just feel so bored, life being controlled by an inner part of myself which do not actually know about what had happened. What I remember was, I meet people, smiled like a crown or more likely a robotic-smile lived in me. What I learned in class never matters, I occasionally attended for the class, stayed in it, listened to it, but none of it become part of my memory.

My mum actually has her own version of ragging on someone. Which normal creatures will feel like tearing her off but the fact is, I ain't normal people. Living with someone who is extraordinary makes me not normal after all. My best way to face my mum is my best 3 words, "EM" , "AH" , "OH"!!! Whenever she tries to get to you, just use any of the world, but please remember not to repeat it too frequently. Plus some nodding, settled.

My dad wasn't a person with words but when he wants to, trust me, it sucks. I still remember when I reached my puberty and he tries to tell me his grandma story about sex, it hurts till now. In another hand, may be guy understand guy more, he actually tried to act like he do not care about it, but he does get into my room finding for evidence explaining what happened. Gosh! Dad, I've lived in the house for more than 70,000 days, like hell I do not know about your so called smart-trick. Doesn't mean you had more salt in your tummy means you're smarter. Thanks.

My friends too try to get me out of the puppet-form. Some know and some doesn't know. Yes, I know you guys care about me, I feel glad for that. When these situations come, there are always pro and cons. Either to tell you or not, it's my choice, please stop bugging me on it. If I tell you, I would have to go through the being-hurt stage again. It means may be some tears and anger involved. On another hand, if you don't ask me, so sorry for your curiousness to be unfilled. After all, it's none of my business.

It's a cruel world, that's everything!

A rude nature is worse than a brute nature by so much more as man is better than a beast: and those that are of civil natures and genteel dispositions are as much nearer to celestial creatures as those that are rude and cruel are to devils.

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end. 














Life wasn't that perfect after all. I was hurt. In a sense or more like in some kind of disgrace towards myself. Time has to pass on, my mind still remained on the same spot where my heart was broken into pieces. I'm more like a walking puppet if you ask me. I have tried very hard to overcome it but whenever I try to move on, my mind just can't stop thinking about what happened.

It was quite a stupid question when you ask me what happen. If you do not know about it yet, please don't ever mention you are my friend. Because a friend in need is a friend in deed. If you don't know, I don't mind. But please, PLEASE shut your mouth, knowing that mentioning about it only will make me feel more angry, sad or whatever you can think of.


I still couldn't think about it in a clear mind. What I know is I'm still trying to avoid myself by facing it. Thanks to a few friends where helped me by loafing with me for pass few days. Although they do not know about what happened, but they are there, that's enough to stop me from suiciding. At least, I know that there are still people for me and I know that I have someone to live for.

Even after a decade, I will not easily forget what happened, never. NEVER!!!! NEVER!!!!!!!!! Unless you have someone who can help me to forget it under my unwillingness condition.

I know life just have to go on. I hope I will be okay soon. 








the day we lose our need for dreams is the day the human race forfeits its soul