Friends Come and GO

When you come around, then I will go around.

Friends are always meant for our life, but it is only there for us to complete each other but they wouldn't be able for us for the whole life. Friends are something come and go, no matter how hard you try to maintain it, it will still come to an end one day. May be tomorrow, next year, or next 10 years.

No one ever notice how pathetic to have friends. It is true sometimes we could have true friendship but what if one of us have to move to somewhere far, will us still put in good enough commitment? I don't think so. As I have said earlier, friends come and go. I personally have a lot of friends in my life and some of it had make it to the level of good friend. But then i noticed this pathetic situation where it is so hard to maintain the friendship when we are seperate apart.

In this era, phone and internet connection has been a very easy tool for us to communicate among each other, which is also a Con to us where we still feel the blankness in us where they are not around us although we get to chat everyday. No matter what, friend are only meant for life but not meant to be there the whole life. I'm glad I have finally make sense on this point on my own because I will try not to fall for it so much. It is really a deep pain in the heart where the seperation make.

I myself, a very socialable person who have plenty of friends around, and too get some good friends, but then when we further on and do not have time to spent around like old days, i feel the crack of relationship within us. I cried, feel sad, lifelessly go through my life praying for better situation but till end i notice it wouldn't help at all. The only thing we can do towards those friends who we couldn't stay like before is to pray for their wealthness and as well as their successfulness in the future.

Till then, a pathetic story of Love and Life.

A Person

There is this person where I knew for a month..
We met through facebook..
A friend of my friend..
We had our first outing to curve..
We fell in love..
We have different personalities and background..
I love this person more than anyone I had..

But I don't know why I asked for break up..
Is it because I would be happy for it end up like this..
Or I do not want changes that make that person indifferent..
I Love that perosn truly..
I know..
Deep inside my heart..
Because it has been 2 months..
I still think of that person frequently..
I try to make it a pass..
But I always remembered our first kiss..
Where I bleed..
And it take years for me to forget..
I think..
It's not important anymore..
Because that person moved on..
I tried to..
Never have someone like this person appears..
Sometimes God has given the right person but..
Do we know how to appreciate it..

Praying That..

The minute I heared my first love story
I started looking for you
Not knowing how blind that was
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere
They're in each other all along
We don't always find the one we carry inside us
But LOVE is kind
HE give us second chances
I found mine
I hope you found yours too

One Day You Will Regret And You Will Realise That I Really Love You

Why Leave Me?

Why leave me?
Day by day, I cried.
Hours by hours, I misses.
Minutes by minutes, I remember.
Seconds by seconds, I owned.

Why leave me?
When we met, you were nice.
When we together, you were awesome.
When we message, my heart pumps faster.
When we hang-out, you frozen my heart.

Why leave me?
To North, I didn't do anything wrong.
To South, I make my best on everything.
To East, I swear myself to make this relationship work.
To West, I've put my heart fully to you.

Why leave me?
Break up, I felt the pain.
Break up, you told me to move on.
Break up, I cried almost all days.
Break up, you already have someone for you.

Why leave me?
To you, it may be means nothing.
To me, it conclude everything.
To world, it may be just tiny little problem.
To me, the worlds falls and I still want you.

Why leave me?
You said you love me, I felt it when I was with you.
You said you love me, I felt it when i kisses you.
You said you love me, why you can just go away that easy?
You said you love me, is it fake when you put me down so easy?

Why leave me?
By Monday and Tuesday, I kept myself busy to aside you in my head.
By Wednesday and Thursday, I east myself not to cry anymore for you.
By Friday, I acted normal and went out with friends to full-fill time.
By Weekend, I was a free-lane caller for anyone so my soul was full-filled.

Why leave me?
To you, I'm putting hopes.
To me, I'm giving up hopes.
To A.I, I'd hope you live happily. (A.I= All Inspection)
To E.G, I'd hope you end your life. (E.G=Enough Guiltiness)

WAIT

 
Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."


"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.


"My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign,
Or even a 'no' to which I can resign.


"You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply."


Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?"


He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.


"I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of my love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.


"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.


"You'd never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.


"The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.


"You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I'm doing in you.


"So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still . . . WAIT."

I Will Wait Forever

You say there’s nothing I can do


You say that friends is all we’ll ever be


But HEI, if you just take my hand


And trust in me


I will take you to a faraway place


Somewhere you’ve never been


I will wait forever.


And if that day never comes


My life will not be a waste


Because I can say


That I waited all my life



FOR THE ONE I LOVE