Missing You

I fall asleep with tears burning in my eyes,
I love you so much, and somtimes
I mistake truths for lies.

I've been hurt before, and your faith I must learn to trust
I should have realised by now
You are not one to give into lust.

I sit here on the couch
The yearbook in my hands
As I smile and frown at the photos
Listening to love songs from my favorite bands.

The summer will be long
My longing is nothing new.
And everyday I'm haunted
By the fact that I miss you.

Life full of love but problems

Well, one and hqpf month semester break and finally it will come to an end. If you ask me if i enjoyed it, of course i do, but then i just felt that it should have been longer. As usual my mum has strunggle and mumble lots of times to ask me get a job.

Ouch, i have plenty of time or maybe half of my life wasted on study, please just let me rest while i can before i kill myself because of those stress. Erm.. Any other thing i can said other than i cant be able to obtain job? More or less at least i'm living up to your expectAtion right?

Well nothing to be said other than i'm freakin mad while people is giving me stress, another stress where the university people are so selfish when they no longer need me around, the basically just call me when they face problems. Sweat, don you really have brains as people always said? Fuck it while you should always try your effort when you already get the post. And nOt by showing of your post but do not even have any cOntribution while you are needed.

Till then that i'm too kind tO offer helps when it come to such sotuation. So i stand no chance on complaining..